I don't know how to begin. I know where I want to go, but I don't know which part to apologize for first.
To begin, I didn't leave in anger. I accidentally clicked close on the browser window. My phone got ran over by a car yesterday on the way home. I had no phone, so somebody helped me. But I don't get favors and i couldn't ask again because i wasn't nice by the time I got ot him and we had a misunderstanding and I panicked fo a while when I disconnected. I can't get back in for awhile. Which is a good thing.
The hacker revealed themselves to me, stupidly, on discord. So sent the data that way and requested fro help. Maybe they can do something maybe not. Doesn't matter. cops won't care. That's my life. I'm used to it now.
What matters and what hurts is how I treated you . i chased a dream of stupidity because i wanted to believe I could save people. That's all I've ever wanted to do and it was too much good to let go and look at he evidence before me. It's all over god's creation. I didn't want to believe what my eyes told me. So I bought into the lie.
Doesn't matter. I hurt you and usurped your life. I'm why people like me move on. It's too chaotic when I've got people like this pathetic manchild who gets off on the mentally ill. Even though he was taught better by people better than him. Which would be nearly anybody.
That doesn't undo the damage I did. That doesn't mitigate the hurt that you felt. That doesn't absolve me of anything. No matter how I hate that I did it. I was out of control with fantasy because I thought this t time I could save people. Instead I hurt you. That's not good. I will have to get a phone at some point, but I owe 500 in rent next month. So not then. I won't bother you further, I'm sure you've had your fill. This hacker is in this pc anyway. So so much for that for awhile.
I'm sorry I hurt you. You never deserved it. I said stupid shit and you were hurt and there was no excuse. How do I fix what broke? I can't. I always make it worse.
I'm sorry. I won't bother you. I don't want to make things any worse than I already have.
He doesn't explain the things that I saw going to happen. So that's not good for you to be around either. Doesn't matter the veracity, you've had enough of this shit and I'm sure you're thankful I'm gone. I wouldn't blame you. It's better than being near me.
-Shoe